
afternoon went shopping with alex and rayson. bought a scarf @ 4skin.
then headed to far east to buy my (temporary) earring. cos when i have the money,
i'll buy a nicer one (:
was feeling damn bored and i din wanna head home cos ive nth to do at home. and i dont like to
stay home, cos ive been staying home for mani days alrdy. there is practically
nth to do at home lol.
suddenly feel like listening to music like r n' b and stuff so suddenly decided to head
to butter factory. didnt dance and stuff. just sit one corner drink coke chit chat stone and listen to music.
came back early and there are few reasons to list
>>was tired
>>there is very lil pple there
>>promised myself not to club animore so i didnt dance ( but doesnt explains eh? entering a club means clubbing alrdy. means i break my freaking promise to myself. sorry to all those who trust me so much. yt just ****)
>>did something horrible and made my bestfren lost trust in me.
>>did something horrible to make my both best frens feel damn freaking horrible.
>>was feeling freaking terrible -.-
to you.
i know words cant heal ur disappointment,
apologies cant make things better,
forgiveness might not be in ur dictionary animore..
explanations will be ignored....
but i just wanna say
im truly sorry for wad happened
i have my reasons.
i dont wan to see things turn out this way.
but it happened.
i know no words can explain ur disappointment in me now.
im sry. im really sry. sry is all i can say for now.
i lied i lied.
forgive me? ................................................................................................................................eileen.